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Infinite Desire
Deleted Scene Jax and
Rebecca
I don’t know
if it’s all the alcohol I’ve consumed tonight but every time Jax gets near me I
feel my entire body react to his nearness. I have a good buzz going between the
few sips of apple pie moonshine Mya got me to drink, and then all the beer I’ve
had from the keg. It’s the only logical reason.
I mean he
was with Brooklyn, I know they weren’t serious, but still, its girl code…never
sleep with someone your friends been with.
God. I
really need to keep my distance from him. We’ve been playing beer pong for the
last hour and every time he looks at me with that freaking melt-your-panties
right the fuck off smile, I swear my knees go weak. I made the mistake of
becoming overly excited when we whooped Mya and Braxton a few minutes ago, and
jumped into Jax’s arms squealing like a freaking teenager at a Justin Beiber
concert.
The second
his arms wrapped around my body, I felt myself melt into him. I took a long
inhale of the cologne on his t-shirt, it’s the most masculine, intoxicating
scent. The instant our eyes connected as I giggled uncontrollably with
excitement my entire body felt an electric charge shoot through it prickling my
skin.
I
immediately snapped out of my Jax enchantment and jumped out of his arms,
making a b-line for the keg. I downed my entire solo cup in record time before
returning to the beer pong table to play against Savannah and Kayden.
This beach
is full of gorgeous single men, hell they don’t breed them better than they do
in Texas. I’m used to seeing overly skinny wannabe rockers in LA, or more
feminine than me model types who are more into themselves then anything.
Down here
you have real men, who don’t wear jeans that look like they stole them out of
my closet and for a date take you four-wheeling, rather than to the mall to get
a frickin’ mani-pedi with you.
The sexy
Southern drawl is a plus too; there is just something about a man with an
accent, which brings me back to Jax. Damn, he is hot, funny, has the sexiest
Australian accent that makes me tingle all over when I hear him talk, and then
his delicious muscles covered with tattoos make him just downright
irresistible. There’s something about a guy with a gun, the whole knight in
shining armor thing is a huge turn on.
I just have
to push those thoughts away. Focus on finding a sexy Southern boy here, who can
show me a good time. Jax is OFF LIMITS.
~~~
I’ve tried
to chat it up with a few different guys tonight, but I’m not feeling that
overwhelming attraction to any of them. No matter how hard I try I can’t stop
my eyes from roaming over to Jax. I know he’s feeling the pull between us
because I keep spotting him watching me too.
Feeling the
need to get away from this the entire situation before I do something I’ll
regret, I excuse myself and let Savannah know I’m heading to the guest room I’m
staying in.
Making my
way onto the deck, I glance over the railing one more time before heading
inside. Jax is taking a long pull from his bottle of beer as he’s nodding to
something Kayden and Dixon are saying. Feeling my eyes on him, he drags his
gaze from them up towards the house and his eyes land on me.
I quickly
spin around and maneuver through people hanging out up on the deck and make my
way into the house. As soon as I make it to the second level I stop in the
hallway and rest against the wall. I relish in the peace and quiet.
My head is
spinning as I lay against the wall with my eyes closed, I’ve drank way more
than I normally do and I’m definitely feeling it.
I hear
footsteps coming up the stairs, assuming it’s just someone heading up here to
use the upstairs bathroom, I pay no attention.
“Rebecca…” I
hear my name in that all too familiar Aussie accent. I snap my eyes open to
find Jax standing in front of me. His eyes are glazed over, but the fire
burning in them is impossible to miss.
He slowly
drags his tongue over his bottom lip as he slides his eyes over my face as he
waits for me to respond.
I let out a
shaky breath as I clamp my teeth down on my lip. God I want him more than I’ve
ever wanted another man. Why does he have to be so freaking hot. My body is
aching everywhere for his touch, it’s as if I’m a moth and he’s the flame. No
matter how hard I try, I can’t fight it. I’m drawn to the flame.
I know I’m
bound to get burned, but I just can’t turn away.
“Hey…” Is
all I can manage to say at the moment; my mind is distracted, it’s too busy
daydreaming about Jax fucking me against this wall to form a coherent sentence.
He takes
another step closer, setting a hand against the wall beside my head, with his
face only inches from mine. “This is crazy. I don’t know why but I just had to
follow ya up here.” His breath is hot and smells of whiskey and beer. I can’t
take my eyes off of those lips. All I can think about is his lips on my body.
The ache between my legs is almost unbearable.
“We can’t do
this…Brooklyn…” I stammer out as I try to convince myself more than Jax. “Fuck
it!” Throwing caution to the wind, I throw my arms around his neck, cupping the
back of his head and pull his mouth to mine. It’s like the fourth of July mixed
with Christmas as his lips collide with mine.
My head is
swimming and it’s no longer because of the alcohol. No it’s all because of Jax.
If he fucks anything like he kisses, the regret I’ll be feeling in the morning
will be so fucking worth it!
I moan into
his mouth as he presses his body against mine pinning me against the wall. I’m
completely lost in the moment I forget we’re in the middle of the hallway.
Sliding his
hand into my hair, Jax deepens the kiss slipping his tongue into my mouth. He
caresses the roof of my mouth, as he eagerly fucks my mouth with his tongue. It
feels like a thousand tiny butterflies fluttering against my skin as his kiss
causes my entire body to react to his touch.
I can feel
his hardening cock through his jeans pressing against me; I slide one hand
slowly down his chest working my way to his pants. I cup his erection and rub
it through his jeans, the sounds he’s making against my lips is like an
aphrodisiac.
“Come to my
room.” I murmur against his lips.
Not having
to ask him twice, he wraps his arms around me and bouncing against the walls,
never removing our lips from one another’s, we make our way to my door.
Before I can
process what’s happening we’re bursting through the door, Jax kicks it shut, as
he slams me against the door. Within seconds my tee is being pulled over my
head, and he’s trailing kisses down my neck working a fiery path to my breasts.
Feeling as
if my body is being possessed I tear at his shirt needing to remove it so I can
see every inch of him.
“I have
never wanted someone as badly as I want you right now.” Jax whispers against my
skin as he works his mouth across my collar bone.
Sliding my
fingers into his hair, I press my lips against his ear, “Then what are you
waiting for.”
With those
words Jax doesn’t hold back, we’re both completely naked, consumed in darkness,
“Wrap your legs around me.” He husks as he grips my hips lifting me in the air.
Doing as
told I quickly snake my legs around his waist, hooking my feet together tightly
behind him. Pressing my against the door, he slams into me, his cock filling
me, the feeling of it sliding in and out is absolutely overwhelming. I scream
out in ecstasy, “Ohhhh God!” as he fucks me against the door.
The only
sounds we hear is the music traveling through the open windows and the short
sharp breaths and moans as Jax pushes me to towards climax.
“Fuck baby…”
He hisses against my shoulder as he grips my ass, his fingers biting into my
skin.
I can feel
him getting close to finishing as his cock hardens and his girth expands he
picks up his pace, each thrust is a delicious concoction of his pubic bone
stimulating my clit, and his cock slamming against my g-spot.
Tossing my
head back I slam it against the door with force, and tighten my legs around
him, as one of the most intense orgasms I’ve ever experienced rips through my
body.
Cupping the
back of my neck, Jax presses his lips to mine. My body goes numb and my skin
tingles, as our tongues tangle together. I moan into his mouth, as he thrusts
his hips into me forcefully groaning against my lips climaxing along with me.
~~~
Looking at
the clock I see it’s almost ten in the morning. My entire body aches and my
head is pounding. Rolling over I stare at the spot where Jax was just a few
short hours ago. After last night my mind is a mess. I have so many thoughts
running through my head right now, it’s only making my hangover worse.
Jax was like
the energizer bunny last night, with all that alcohol in his system, he was able
to rock me with three more orgasms before sneaking out to his room. The ache I
felt in my chest as he slipped out the door was unlike anything I’ve felt in a
very long time.
It scared
the shit out of me.
I cannot
fall for Jax. No way in hell. It will only cause trouble; I cherish my
friendship with Brooklyn way too much to risk losing it over a guy. It hurts
like hell knowing I can never be with Jax, but there is just no possible way.
I doubt he
would want to be with me anyways. I more than likely was a means to an end for
him. I helped heal some wounds he has from Brooklyn stomping on his heart when
she eloped with Dixon.
I could
shoot myself right now, I was stupid and had unprotected sex with Jax. I’m on
birth control, but that’s not a one hundred percent guarantee. So I never risk
it, I always make the guy I’m with use a condom.
Even my ex I
was with for two years, never once had sex without protection. I can’t risk
getting pregnant. I will not bring a child into this world without being
married first. I will not allow my baby to grow up in a split home like I have.
Climbing out
of bed, I head into the bathroom. Glancing in the mirror I gasp at my
reflection. I look like shit!
“Thank God!” I mumble under my breath as
I spot a bottle of Advil in the medicine cabinet. I pop two into my mouth and
wash them down. I hope they start working fast because my head feels like a
marching band is marching inside of it.
Starting the shower, I quickly get to
work washing my hair and body. After twenty minutes, I’m showered, dressed and
sprinting down the stairs. Everyone’s still asleep thank god. Spotting the keys
to Brooklyn’s jeep, I grab them and quickly jot a note letting her know I
borrowed it to run to the store quick.
Climbing
into her jeep, I crank up the stereo and get lost in Imagine Dragon’s song, Radioactive. I sing along with the words
and try to ignore the images of Jax and me last night.
After a
quick stop at the pharmacy a weight lifts off of my shoulders. It’s better to
be safe than sorry, so I picked up Plan-B. I will not take a chance of getting
knocked up after a one night stand.
I swing by
Dunn Bros and grab Savannah, Brooklyn and I iced coffees, and head back to the
house.
I fly back
to LA tonight thank god, because I don’t know if I can handle being around Jax.
I pray things between Jax and I stay the way they were, and our hook-up last
night doesn’t make things weird between us especially since we’re in the
wedding together.
I have to go
home focus on work, do something, anything to get him out of my head. It’s
going to be hard, but it has to be done.
